Sunday, July 10, 2005
cold sweat
am feeling oddly jittery right now as if something very, very bad is gonna happen. sucks man, as if things are not as complicated and shitty as they are now.
lately i keep thinking of 'King Lear'. no shit, shoot me pls. i keep thinking of the 'wheel of fortune'...
when things, just general things, are going well, i feel like im constantly looking around corners for the next bad thing to happen; and when things are not going well, i wonder if life will pick up, or if i will go mad like Lear first. seriously maybe being mad is not such a bad idea after all. losing touch with reality means i wont have to acknowledge it... or face up to it... or live in it.
ha.
pff.
note to self:
winnie.you.ass.some.things.are.out.of.your.control.
"Fortune, good night; smile once more; turn thy wheel!"
lately i keep thinking of 'King Lear'. no shit, shoot me pls. i keep thinking of the 'wheel of fortune'...
when things, just general things, are going well, i feel like im constantly looking around corners for the next bad thing to happen; and when things are not going well, i wonder if life will pick up, or if i will go mad like Lear first. seriously maybe being mad is not such a bad idea after all. losing touch with reality means i wont have to acknowledge it... or face up to it... or live in it.
ha.
pff.
note to self:
winnie.you.ass.some.things.are.out.of.your.control.
"Fortune, good night; smile once more; turn thy wheel!"
