insight: scary & sad dreams coincide with periods of depression.

this past weekend was pretty sucky. one filled with overwrought emotions.

i know i went on and on about moving out of home hall, but that's really the least of my concerns. it was the ending of something special plus the household politics that i now have to face the full force of, that really got me down. this, and coupled with my impending life as a corporate rat, that is, IF i get a job. i actually did one of my silent tearing things in the car again. the future looks bleak. what is there to look forward to?

BUT

i endeavour to stop being a wimp. i must, i will pull myself up and be the Ms Put-Together i set for myself as the new year's resolution.

"if you look at the world cynically, the world will match your low expectations"

before you know it, you'll see it displayed here on stupider sometime soon.

it's all good!!!