im delirious.
deliriously happy and deliriously exhausted and deliriously dizzy.
the past weeks have been a blur of activities, work and other commitments. i still have 3 reports, 4 presentations, 1 webpage design and 1 test to go. oh yeah, then it's exams.
HAH. aint life grand?

havent been blogging cos ive been feeling clogged up again lately. have no idea why im feeling this way, but it's definitely not a good sign seeing how i have all these 20page reports due soon which ive obviously not started and have no motivation to anyway. have thoughts running through my head which i cant put into words and a heart that is immensely confused. cant believe it when i find myself dishing out advice when i cant even sort out my own head and heart. the heart cannot be trusted. because the heart wants what the heart wants. and the heart cannot always have what it wants. like that all expenses paid trip around the world.

digression.
i thought this was reeaaaallly cute!


you are my best friend tonight.
you, who are amazingly intoxicating. you're the reason why im breaking my dunno-how-long blogging hiatus by spouting rubbish. you make me look charming. not. but i love you still. and the way you're able to make the room spin and the lights look pretty. and take away everything im not supposed to feel. you make me feel comfortably numb.

and what's wrong with being numb if it means you're comfortable.
and delirious.